I want to suck the pain out... like they tell you to do when a person gets a venomous snake bite... suck out the pain and spit it out...
I know the medicine doesn't always taste sweet right away... sometimes there is bitterness first. I know that masking the taste doesn't help... but I want to do something more.
I feel like I'm sitting behind a soundproof window screaming.
I know it is not for me to fix, because it has already been done. I know that the pain is being carried, the load lightened, the heart healed, the wounds cleansed... I'm thankful for that.
For now I'll pray, and hope and cry for you and wait for the day that things look brighter, taste better, and you feel that peace that is already within you.