Sometimes you just have to grab life by the cahones. I wish I could join the Philly folks on the "surprise on us" party, but alas, I have a full calendar. Who am I kidding, I couldn't have afforded it, anyway.
That's not where I was headed with this...
I have a hard time with the line between being too eager and just living in the moment. I know there's a maturity in being patient. There's that time to wait and see what happens. I'm ok with that in some areas, but unfortunately not all. I can be patient about material things like a new car, clothes, etc With situations and relationships...not so much.
Today I did one of those ballsy things that I'm hoping wasn't a bad move. Not that I have anything to lose, but I don't want to repeat any past mistakes. I didn't declare anything. I just sent a "Hi, how are you" email to someone I met. I'm very confused about the whole guy/girl thing. I'm still learning at age 30 whether it's o.k. to email someone hello when you think they are ... neat.
This Afternoons playlist includes: Saturday Night Fever Soundtrack, Keane, Tears for Fears, The Sundays and Train.