Sometimes you just have to grab life by the cahones.  I wish I could join the Philly folks on the "surprise on us"  party, but alas, I have a full calendar.  Who am I kidding, I couldn't have afforded it, anyway.
That's not where I was headed with this...
I have a hard time with the line between being too eager and just living in the moment.  I know there's a maturity in being patient.  There's that time to wait and see what happens.  I'm ok with that in some areas, but unfortunately not all.  I can be patient about material things like a new car, clothes, etc  With situations and relationships...not so much.  
Today I did one of those ballsy things that I'm hoping wasn't a bad move.  Not that I have anything to lose, but I don't want to repeat any past mistakes.  I didn't declare anything.  I just sent a "Hi, how are you" email to someone I met.  I'm very confused about the whole guy/girl thing.  I'm still learning at age 30 whether it's o.k. to email someone hello when  you think they are ... neat. 
This Afternoons playlist includes: Saturday Night Fever Soundtrack, Keane, Tears for Fears, The Sundays and Train.
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